| hey look i still have xanga
i am way sick of being useless. i need a job. and not a real one like
everyone else cause i still gotta go to school... but jeeeeez i just
need some money. and something to DO while all my friends are out
making money!
on a better note, i live in an amazingly cute new little house (well
it's only new to us) and i looove it! our porch is great and we even
have a little yard :)
and there is definitely a little crowd of people still around to hang
out with... but it's still pretty lonely without a few of my
favorites....
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| dont you hate when you feel inclined to say youre sorry when youre not?
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| i am way determined to find something to do after college.
im also way pissed that everyone thinks its a good idea to say oh GOD
what are you gonna do then??!?!?! when i tell them i dont like teaching
in a high school. even though i have never in my life been able to
picture myself in this setting, ive been saying that all along, but i
thought a music ed degree would still be useful outside of public
schools. everyone just CHILLLLL
so ive been starting to research programs of pretty much any kind where you go far away and do something cool. we'll see.
in other news, can i please go somewhere tropical soon?
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| "dear friend,
i feel great! i really mean it. i
have to remember this for the next time i'm having a terrible week.
have you ever done that? you feel really bad, and then it goes away,
and you don't know why. i try to remind myself when i feel great like
this that there will be another terrible week coming someday, so i
should store up as many great details as i can, so during the next
terrible week, i can remember those details and believe that i'll feel
great again. it doesn't work a lot, but i think it's very important to
try."
i really like this book.
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| yeahhhhhhh so i was supposed to go up to this music conference in rochester on friday but i ended up not having a place to stay so i told my teacher i'd hold down the fort at school..... and he goes WINK WINK you could just go to the conference anyway WINK WINK      !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYY a long weekend!!!!!!!!
and i had an observation today and it went pretty well except the kids were really bad in orchestra and he told me i have to learn how to take control... grrr... but other than that it was good. and im so relieved!!! mann i wish i could go out tonight cause i am in the mooooood |
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